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Hello, I have finished reading your self-introduction and your life situation. I have a few questions:
- You mentioned in your self-introduction that the Buzhan group has ideological struggles, organization, and discipline. But as far as I know, Buzhan adopts a so-called “decentralized” management, and administrators and Buzhan personnel are no longer active in the group. New members only have speaking privileges for 14 days. The group is completely an anarchic free discussion.
- In your channel speech: “Comrades, after watching your debate with Dongfeng, I have thought a lot. For example, why I previously agreed with Buzhan’s incorrect views, and even made reactionary remarks that the association and Buzhan are of the same nature. I can no longer tolerate being a wavering, half-asset middle party who studies theory for three days and then takes two days off. I want to truly transform my thoughts, move towards revolution, and no longer be deceived by false Marxism.”
But you did not express specific feelings, and suddenly said you have awakened, which is somewhat hard to understand. - You have read many posts on the forum. Do you have any questions? If so, you can ask directly.
- In the handwritten version, you mentioned what is the must-read printed using your home printer?
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Helping comrades doesn’t really involve wasting time. When you speak, there’s always a sense of excessive politeness, as if doing anything might trouble others, but that’s actually not necessary. Your doubts or questions can be addressed either in the temporary chat channel, in this post, or by creating a new post, including reading articles on the forum, and you can reply directly to the relevant posts.
Secondly, I feel I still don’t know much about your personal situation. For example, what grade are you in now? Are you a day student or a boarder? How often do you have holidays?
Also, you mentioned before that the school’s control made it hard for you to carry out activities and made you feel uncomfortable. The bourgeois school can control your life, but it can’t control your thoughts. On one hand, I think you can still find ways to struggle and create an environment for learning. On the other hand, you can also think more about the various phenomena you encounter, such as the reactionary theories often discussed by teachers in class, especially since you are now studying liberal arts, where history and politics classes are often filled with bourgeois reactionary theories. You can think for yourself, doubt them, and consider where these ideas are fallacious.
I think there is a contradiction in your statement. You talk about exposing mistakes to move towards revolution, but then say not to waste others’ time with your questions. We do not believe that comrades’ questions are without value; what’s the point of not asking if it exposes your problems?
That’s the thing, you should talk more about specific issues rather than using such an overly tense attitude. In fact, everyone doesn’t know much about struggle, so it’s better to exchange more of your own ideas.
Your school is really incredible, only in the first year of high school and the workload is so heavy. Is there a way for day students to apply to go home immediately after school and not participate in evening self-study?
Also, I noticed that these handwritten notes are responses to our online content. I’m quite surprised by this, because either you read in the evening and then write responses the next day at school, or you write responses right away that night (if that’s the case, wouldn’t using electronic devices be faster?). I always thought you were using your time at school to immediately note down school matters.
I saw that struggle mentioned taking Didi for school and back. I feel like it’s a bit too outrageous, taking Didi for an 8km trip costs over twenty yuan each time, and just commuting for a month would cost over 1,000 yuan.
Speaking of which, 940 yuan for transportation costs per month is still too outrageous, it’s hard to imagine the actual family economic situation of struggling…
I think this is a problem. Previously, in my self-introduction, I said that my mother is a salesperson and that our family stores household appliances to sell. I used to think my mother’s class status was semi-proletarian. Now, considering my high monthly transportation expenses, it’s uncertain. It does not rule out the possibility that she might be affluent petite bourgeoisie or a worker aristocrat. I need to investigate this during my winter vacation.
The reason why you are easily influenced by opportunism is because of a lack of practical experience, ideological transformation, and theoretical study. Of course, this should not cause any particular worry; as long as you have the desire to correct your own problems, it is enough to find ways to participate in social practice, take part in labor reform, engage in ideological struggle, and strive to learn theories. As for specific methods, they are explained in the article “The Road to Future Revolution in China,” which you can read carefully. I also believe that the revolutionary movement of the proletariat cannot do without organizational leadership. I will observe you for a period of time, and then you can write a self-introduction to us. We will see whether it is suitable for you to join our peripheral organization for learning, and to learn various specific methods of self-reform.
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Spending over nine hundred yuan each month on school transportation is already quite exaggerated. I think you should analyze your family’s nature from the aspects of various expenses and income sources. Asking your parents directly might not yield clear answers, but of course, you can also try.
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How long does it take to take the bus every day? Additionally, how does struggle see that his monthly transportation cost reaches 940 yuan? After all, Li Keqiang previously said that 600 million people in China have a monthly income of less than 1,000 yuan, and struggle’s transportation expenses alone are equivalent to the wages of ordinary workers. Struggle seems to have no concept of his own consumption.
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If I take the bus, it takes 30 minutes to go and 30 minutes to return. Plus, I walk for about 10 minutes, so it takes roughly 40 minutes. The fare now seems to be a huge and unnecessary waste. During long holidays, I tried eating breakfast outside for 5 yuan, and I cooked my own lunch and dinner. At most, it costs 30 yuan a day, and at most 900 yuan a month. Just for the convenience of travel, I spend more than 900 yuan, which makes me feel very ashamed. This also proves my bourgeois comfort-seeking habits are quite strong. Since a few days ago, when comrades pointed out my high transportation costs, I haven’t taken Didi in the mornings. As for the evenings (because I was deceived into attending the late class this semester), I found some classmates going the same way to carpool back, sharing the fare. Next semester, I won’t attend the late class. I can just take the bus back in the evenings.
Also, my final exams are tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after that. From the afternoon of the 15th until the end of winter vacation, I will be able to be online all day.
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Then how did you go in the morning?
Maybe you can introduce the material conditions at your home?
I woke up at 5:45 in the morning, then washed up and went downstairs to buy buns; it was 6 o’clock. I hurried to the bus stop and took the bus at 6:10 to go out. Our family has good material conditions: we have meat at every meal. Then, two or three times a month, we eat out (each time about a hundred yuan). There are always fruits, milk, snacks, and other items at home that typical working-class families can’t afford to buy. The house is over 110 square meters, with three bedrooms, one living room, and two bathrooms. We have two computers and a tablet at home. All three bedrooms have air conditioning, and the living room has a large air conditioner. We also have appliances like a refrigerator and a TV. Additionally, there are fingerprint locks, water purifiers, and other small luxury items that lower-middle-class families don’t usually have. My clothes, pants, shoes, etc., are mostly priced around 100 to 200 yuan, with some reaching an astonishing 300 or 400 yuan. We don’t have a car. Sometimes, when my parents go on business trips, they give me 350 yuan for a week’s living expenses (of course, during winter and summer vacations).
There are no cars at all. By the way, what kind of situation is it when your mom, the salesperson, stores home appliances at home and then takes them out to sell?
In other words, my mom probably found out about the home appliance supplier for her store around six years ago. Then she gained access to the supplier’s channels and directly purchased items like fingerprint locks and water purifiers at wholesale prices. For example, the wholesale price of a fingerprint lock is about three or four hundred yuan. The store where my mom worked sold it for 1,200 yuan, and my mom set a relatively cheaper price of about 700-800 yuan for herself. This way, she made a profit of a few hundred yuan per sale, and the same applies to other home appliances. Based on my review of her ledger (not including her bank transfers), she has earned at least 150,000 yuan from speculative activities over these six years.
Actually, you can look more at the news we publish, share some of your insights or questions. Or if you have any problems with your studies, you can also post questions, which can help us compile a popular Marxist reading material.
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Do you know what her salary is, and what is your dad’s job?