Hello comrades, I am a university student currently living in Guangxi. According to your classification standards, I should be considered a petty bourgeoisie (but according to mainstream leftist ideology, students should be considered proletariat).
How did I come into contact with Marxism? At first, I was just a reformist little pink, not really understanding what Marxism is, just vaguely feeling that “socialism shouldn’t be like this.” A few years ago, I started browsing the internet and came into contact with some “online leftists,” and from then on, I began my “keyboard politics career”… I have encountered all kinds of “strange ghosts and gods” in the keyboard politics circle, including “civilization theory masters,” “successors of Bernstein,” “yellow necks” who worship reform within the reformist camp, “pink” who believe class struggle has ended… Well, I myself am not a good person either; I used to just shout slogans. Later, I read some Marxist literature (written by reformists), and gradually understood many principles of Marxism.
Later, I encountered many underground far-left groups online, but they all engaged in internal purges or were involved in factional struggles, so I drifted through various far-left forums.
Of course, after reading my thoughts, you will probably say I am a “petty bourgeoisie,” but I have always been very honest, not liking to hide or pretend to be someone else.
Economically, I consider myself leftist. I hope to restore the absolute dominance of public ownership, only considering retaining a small amount of individual economy as a supplement—“economic development must serve the people, not sacrifice people’s well-being for numbers.”
In terms of culture, I am definitely a “reactionary” here. On gender issues, I support gender equality, but I oppose extreme feminism. I believe that only equal economic status and joint labor by men and women can bring true gender equality. Deviating from the economy and discussing feminism in isolation is idealism. This phenomenon is very similar to the identity politics of the Western petty bourgeoisie, which unconsciously benefits the strategies of the bourgeoisie to divide the proletariat.
In gaming and ACG (Anime, Comic, and Games) culture, I am open and honest—I admit that I have been a gamer and ACG enthusiast since the age of three. I think criticizing ACG culture one-sidedly is a kind of idealist “essence theory.” Should we treat all gamers and ACG fans as enemies and isolate ourselves? No, we should actively take over the ACG cultural front and make it serve the construction of proletarian culture.
Additionally, I have different views on the Cultural Revolution compared to the reformist narrative and the mainstream narrative here. I believe it was a great movement against revisionism, but it also made many mistakes. Many comrades now like to criticize teachers and call them “stinking old nine.” I also dislike authoritarian and rigid discipline, but criticizing teachers indiscriminately is an anti-intellectual mistake. Does socialism not need knowledge inheritance and science? My view is “completely overthrow professions that purely serve capitalism and are detached from the material and spiritual needs of the people” and “for the remaining professions, a vanguard team should lead development.”
My thoughts are roughly aligned with " spontaneous Maoism" + “leftist civil society” or “moderate Marxists” (between revolution and reform). Of course, you can also say I am a “degenerate Western liberal leftist,” which is fine. I am open to discussion and reasonable criticism, but once I am labeled, I tend to become stubborn. I am here this time mainly hoping to engage in more theoretical exchanges and learning with fellow comrades, and I hope for your understanding. My writing is not very good, so please forgive me.
