As someone who has long been immersed in the pleasures produced by capitalism, from the perspective of long-term individualism, I am not yet fully psychologically prepared to join your base’s sanctuary system. I have the following concerns.
First, the future of the individual and the revolution. Regarding the individual’s future: if I can continue within the capitalist education system, there is hope to become a lackey for big capitalists, finding a job with a salary significantly higher than that of the proletariat, and with some connections and a small amount of capital, there is hope to start a business to exploit others. Although I lack confidence, compared to joining you and handing over everything with the risk of being caught by revisionists, this obviously aligns better with our petite bourgeois individualistic psychology and inertia.
Regarding the revolution’s future: you say that with the development of imperialist contradictions, a world war will break out, which will be our opportunity to seize power. But what if some accidental events hinder this process? What if the development is very slow? What if I die without seeing victory? Wouldn’t I have given up a lot of opportunities to acquire capital and enjoy life under the current circumstances? Although I say I am willing to dedicate myself to the ideal, as you stated in your programmatic documents, when it comes to interests, I still have to weigh them.
Second, games and music. I have been playing video games since I can remember. The Plants vs. Zombies you criticize was the first game that deeply influenced me (I admit most of your criticisms are valid). If after joining you, you advocate for the outright destruction of all video games, I can hardly accept that. We also had chess, Go, football, basketball, and other competitive sports before. If you say that any gameplay involves promoting capitalist ideas and want to cancel all video games and competitive activities, I might firmly become counter-revolutionary.
Take my current favorite game, Brawl Stars, for example. I like the football mode the most. I enjoy cooperating with teammates to score goals, the certain degree of combat, the process of attacking and being attacked, without an extreme individualistic mentality of stepping on others. Ranking systems contradict my original intention of playing games. Also, my previously favorite Minecraft, if liking mining, building, exploring the world, and researching redstone is promoting capitalist ideology, I really cannot understand. Moreover, I believe a game must first be fun to survive, and only then can it promote capitalist ideas. Shouldn’t you separate gameplay from capitalist ideology in games (starting with ranking systems)? As long as the core gameplay is retained, and after our victory, we will definitely release most paid content for free, I believe most people will still support you.
This is about games. Regarding music, I like listening to Hatsune Miku’s songs. I read your critique of Xu Song (indeed, he is a sellout). Since I don’t know all pop singers and dislike their songs and almost all lyrics (mostly vulgar or about love or melancholy), although art has class nature, art forms should not, right? For example, you criticize Xu Song and also criticize Luo Tianyi, the virtual singer, as a lackey promoting capitalist ideas. I cannot agree (referring to criticizing Luo Tianyi and other virtual singers, saying Xu Song can go to hell). Also, while browsing Bilibili, I saw someone using Luo Tianyi to make a song commemorating Lei Feng while hinting at nostalgia for Chairman Mao (song title: “Death Farewell - Lei Feng”), which has been re-uploaded several times. Also, a video I shared to QQ Space disappeared (also commemorating the previous era). Isn’t this a form of cyber guerrilla warfare, reflecting the contradiction and struggle between Marxist thought and petite bourgeois thought? And we cannot say some melodies are revolutionary and others counter-revolutionary, right? Only lyrics can promote capitalist or socialist ideas. I like listening to Hatsune Miku’s songs not because I endorse the ideas they promote (I don’t understand Japanese), but because I like the melody and how well her voice fits the melody, like a new musical instrument. This might also be why I like listening to pure instrumental music or foreign songs I don’t understand, because I dislike the ideas promoted by popular Chinese songs. So we can change the lyrics carrying backward ideas into lyrics promoting our Marxist ideas without changing the melody. If our revised lyrics have better rhythm, others might prefer the Marxist version. This should also become a method for us to struggle against capitalist ideas.
Third, family and friends. Among everyone I know, no one would fully support me joining you and giving up the “bright future” of going to university. First, if I don’t believe in religion, it will hurt my mother’s heart. She has always been proud that I believe because she has seen many people stop believing after going to university, and she takes this as an achievement. Then, giving up university will make everyone I know misunderstand me and possibly ridicule me. I thought about pretending to be depressed to take a year off school to join you, but I still cannot explain it to my parents. Also, if I join you and get killed by revisionists, I will definitely be smeared and slandered, and it might take many years to clear my name. Maybe my parents will have died by then, carrying the regret of having a bandit son buried in the grave.
Fourth, the need to study. I hope to learn a lot of knowledge at university, but so far, I have only been playing games and watching videos, without meaningful interpersonal communication, mostly for interests. I hope that if I join you, besides studying Marxism-Leninism-Maoism together, comrades can help me learn writing, drawing, programming, musical instruments, or some skills (preferably useful for the revolution). You also mentioned eating, living, and working with workers. You won’t sell me to a sweatshop, right? (doge) Perhaps due to petite bourgeois laziness, I also dislike becoming a machine on an assembly line engaged in labor alienated by capital.
Fifth, other questions. If I hand over my computer, phone, and all money to you, can you guarantee the true implementation of the sanctuary system? Not that my computer is played by a group of people (referring to the existence of a privileged class), and all my stuff is on this phone (I don’t want to hand over my personal phone or computer). If I hand over my phone, how can I communicate and trade normally? Can you ensure the purity of the revolutionary team? What if someone betrays the revolution and runs away with the funds? Wouldn’t that be like me being tricked into a pyramid scheme?
Also, I used to masturbate frequently, don’t you? How do you solve sexual issues?
