A kind of淫乐, a kind of淫乐 that has poisoned me for a long time, making me “forget to eat and sleep,” dedicating a lot of time and energy to it. It is not games, pornography, short videos, or stupid jokes. It is not those淫乐 that have long been criticized, overthrown, defeated, and discredited by everyone, but it has the same作用效果: reducing thinking ability, fostering individualism and liberalism, numbing revolutionary consciousness. What淫乐 is this? What exactly is this淫乐? Why am I so obsessed with it? The origin of this is as follows: During the last few days of the winter vacation, due to spiritual emptiness, I started fiddling with deepseek, trying to find some spiritual opium to indulge in. So, I played “Animal Battle Royale,” or you could say “Animal Fight Cricket.” At first, I asked deepseek to generate analysis of animal PKs like “Tiger vs Rhinoceros,” “Water Buffalo vs Hippopotamus,” “Wolf vs Hyena,” and so on. Later, I had the idea of “group fights,” with one side being African elephants, and I pulled all the creatures I knew into the fight—water buffalo, crocodiles, brown bears, killer bees, army ants, pythons, and so on. Anything with some fighting ability I could think of, I brought into the biological alliance. I even painstakingly made various rules, such as internal unity, no retreat, and asked deepseek to write pre-battle analysis, echelon division, animal strength ratings, etc. Gradually, I became more and more crazy, no longer satisfied with African elephants, but pulling out various dinosaurs; feeling that land battles were not enough, I set the battle scene on the shore, bringing in sharks, blue whales, and other aquatic creatures; feeling that this was not刺激 enough, I changed “wolf” to “North American gray wolf,” “tiger” to “Bengal tiger” and “saber-toothed tiger,” “crocodile” to “Giant Crocodile,” “python” to “Titanoboa”… digging out animals buried beneath the crust. Later, I also began to be dissatisfied with biological creatures alone, adding cavalry, infantry, archers, and even the fascist armies of the US: Navy SEALs. This淫乐, I have been addicted to it for a long time, but I have been reluctant to report it to everyone, comforting myself with “it’s just animal duels, it doesn’t seem like much, not淫乐.” Just as the “Thinking Duel Guide” says: Thinking that watching Douyin, Kuaishou—scrolling through short videos—is low-level趣味, “appreciating” bourgeois niche movies, books, comics, animations is not低级趣味, thinking oneself高雅 and孤寂, not ashamed but proud, is the result of being deeply poisoned by bourgeois精神鸦片. I don’t yet fully understand the反动性 of this淫乐, nor do I understand what kind of world view this practice reflects in me. Is it because my spirit is too空虚? The feudal landlord class, long parasitic on the working people, not working, idle, likes to watch animals fight each other, also likes to watch “fighting crickets,” so does this reflect my剥削阶级 worldview? Although I am not very clear about its反动性, isn’t this kind of淫乐确确实实给 me brought extremely恶劣的影响? How much time and energy have I投入 in this? I still shamelessly shout in the square, in private chats with Beifeng and Wuyiyi, “I haven’t read a lot of posts,” unaware that I spend at least an hour each week on this淫乐. My time is already少, now even more少, do I still have the face to complain and cry? During the Spring Festival, I didn’t have the courage to争取压岁钱 from my Confucian parents, but wanted to retain the privilege of淫乐, so I threw a tantrum claiming “I haven’t read many posts,” demanding Wuyiyi to buy me a second-hand phone. Too shameless, too无耻, I live parasitically at home, and now I want to parasitize on the members of the association? On the last day of winter vacation and the first few weeks of school, I was in the reading club, and I was doing this淫乐 behind the scenes. During this week’s reading club, while listening to Fenghuo, Anna, Snow Pine, and others’ explanations, I was also doing this淫乐 behind the scenes. After half an hour of淫乐, I listened to the reading club for a while, then ran away claiming “I still have many posts to read,” showing a serious lack of organization and discipline. Yesterday’s reading club talked for so long, everyone was moved by the heroic deeds of the socialist Soviet Union and the European people fighting fascism, some even crying, and I was here doing淫乐—this is too恶劣. My behavior is also very casual, not discussing things openly with everyone when problems arise, but keeping private spaces for交流, wanting to private chat at will, heavily influenced by自由主义, completely ignoring the forum’s规章制度. Thanks to Beifeng and Luosidian’s提醒, I realized my mistake. This淫乐, I not only do at home but also at school. At school, part of the time originally intended for学习理论 was used for writing drafts, writing所谓的进攻方案, and I even flipped through the biology textbooks to see if I could find animals that suit my taste.
This animal combat is not an abstract thing in itself. People watch and engage in this content to serve their own purposes. In reality, animals fight for survival needs, but what determines these are nothing more than biological instincts, such as snow leopards and antelopes fighting because of the need to hunt and survive. This kind of “animal cricket fighting” actually reflects more of a mindset similar to weapon worship (adulation of combat power) and anarchism, rather than the animals themselves. The purpose of Xu Ri doing these “animal cricket fights” is because of spiritual emptiness, but it is more important to carefully consider what specific ideas this content reflects. This kind of “animal cricket fighting” treats combat as a pure contest of fighting power, where the stronger animal is bound to win, worshiping so-called combat strength. But in reality, combat power is not an abstract thing; it depends on specific circumstances. In nature, animal fights are not about a contest of fighting power but involve complex contradictions. The struggles in human society, as discussed in Soviet articles, are even more so. Obsessing over this kind of content also increases the bourgeois view of war, and it is also a form of enjoying slaughter and death, wrapped in a layer of self-righteousness claiming “this cannot happen in reality, it’s all AI-generated and fake.”