Self-introduction and reflection on the new self

I hope everyone reads this. First of all, I need to reform myself.

Why call it self-reformation? Believe me, if I reveal the aliases I used for conspiracy and sabotage activities on the forum before, you will understand—“Wu Nong,” “Han Yue,” “Down with *** First Column Commander.” I am sharing my past not to engage in conspiracy or sabotage again. Of course, what I say is just verbal without proof. I will talk about the hidden part of my self-introduction regarding my involvement in the Continuing Revolution Society activities.

I joined the Continuing “Revolution” Society on January 12, 2025. At that time, because I was interested in technology, I joined their affiliated group chat “Proletarian Engineering Department” on xmpp. To join, members had to write articles to gain a voice and become administrators. Interestingly, I was chosen as an admin through a vote after submitting an article. The voting was simply clicking :+1: under the message, and reaching 10 votes made you an admin—completely casual, no different from official titles or honors. The article can be seen at https://majesticpine.github.io/2025/01/28/Talk-PT/. It was basically a slogan collage, with the technically substantive parts mostly plagiarized from others. Being approved and made an admin shows that even the leftist faction within the Continuing “Revolution” Society was quite casual.

Later, I was chatting and joking around in both societies and the engineering department. Because I didn’t have a VPN, I was active on xmpp. The forum was accessible at that time, but I was lazy and didn’t check it often. I would just see Red Plum and others criticizing the forum and join in the fun to curse. Even internally, by July, I got tired of staying in the two societies and then used the Han Yue identity to go to the forum, planning to find a new place for chatting and joking. I remember asking comrades what they did at noon; after my high school entrance exam, I basically spent every day chatting and indulging in pleasure, with nothing else. So I was bored.

I think what I should emphasize is why I now fiercely criticize the people in the Continuing “Revolution” Society as leftist factions. Here’s why:

After high school, the oppression I faced increased, and I developed opportunistic thoughts. But in reality, the more I wanted to opportunize, the less I could do it. My grades worsened, and my parents’ criticism intensified, causing me immense pain. I asked the two societies for solutions, and they only hollowly said, “Stop opportunizing,” or “Suggest dropping out and joining the workers,” which made me speechless. I thought they were talking nonsense, but when I said “What’s the use of that? It can’t solve the problem,” they accused me of errors and criticized me—I forget exactly what they criticized, probably opportunism or similar. They themselves were from key high schools, and I think they were just trying to seize the “theoretical high ground.” But that’s just one of the reasons I left the two societies. The main reason is that I increasingly found that being inside those groups couldn’t guide my life scientifically, couldn’t correctly understand life’s issues. For example, family conflicts—when I wanted to fight for commuting to school and not attending evening self-study, I asked them but got no useful response. When I say “no use,” it’s because they couldn’t explain clearly and had no good advice. I also had individualist thoughts and, seeing no help, I would get angry instantly, criticizing them as mentioned above.

Why am I not attending evening self-study now? Actually, it was influenced by the forum’s family conflict “16-character method”: “Explain with reason, move with emotion, induce with benefit, threaten with force.” I pondered and argued that “I can’t study well in the dorm,” and “I’m not used to the dorm environment,” to gain permission to commute. Then I argued that “classes are behind,” and “I want to self-study at home during evening self-study.” After a week or two of struggle, I finally gained the right not to attend evening self-study. This was around mid-September, I don’t remember clearly.

But even with the forum’s help, I remained stubborn because I was an “official” in the two societies (inside their internal group, called “Inner Group”), so I still acted as a saboteur, even posting the forum reading club link in their groups to sabotage discipline.

Why did I come to the forum? Because I was kicked out of the Inner Group due to indulgence and opportunism, and I couldn’t stay in their external groups either. I felt it was of little use. Theoretically, the forum was better; ideologically, reform was better. But recently, there’s been no positive ideological reform—just some idle chatter about nonsense like what future revolutionary parties or countries will be called. I decided not to stay there anymore. Recently, my opportunism and academic pursuits have failed, and my exam performance has regressed. I can’t stand this oppressed life anymore, so I want to go to a truly revolutionary place, hoping to realize my ideals and live the life I desire in socialist society.

I don’t want to pretend to be advanced or something like that anymore. Such behavior is just internal conflict—on one hand, I get help here; on the other hand, I sabotage the forum, living like a rat. I don’t want to live like that anymore.

My reflection probably still has some parts I haven’t mentioned. I hope comrades point them out, and I will definitely respond.
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You need to specifically explain what your mindset was when you decided to continue repairing the community, what you do with them every day, and why you thought of helping them to cause destruction. If you don’t clarify these issues, it will be difficult to explain your motivation for the transformation, and everyone won’t be able to confidently accept you, especially since you have already engaged in destructive activities.

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There is a point. I feel that it is very bad that he is slandering you; it feels like he is just like Hua Guofeng, creating false evidence to slander you and the association, which makes me very uncomfortable. My impression of this person is not very good either. Just when he was joking around earlier, he was following the crowd and shouting at him.

My original purpose for joining the Revision Society was to find a Marxist-Leninist-Maoist group to chat with. That was what I thought at the time, just wanting a place for activities. Every day was just chatting, and I would chime in on whatever topics they discussed. Sometimes I would put a label on group members. Because I was influenced by them at the time, I thought you guys were bad, so I would act like I was causing trouble to disrupt you, creating problems and obstacles for you, and taking pleasure in it. Just like the previous stationery girl on Telegram who built the “Fenghuo Flame and Yuanshan Chairman Joint Group,” it was similar—treating this kind of behavior as a joke, to give myself a ridiculous sense of satisfaction.

I don’t know if you read our article exposing the traitor “Cheng,” so you felt that the continued Revision Society was too ugly and therefore left. You can talk about your understanding and views on the continued Revision Society. The inner group you mentioned, is it a nest of traitors who gather daily to slander and attack the association? Moreover, based on my understanding of these traitors, they are very sensitive about others knowing their past identities. The group you joined might not be a true inner group; they probably have another hideout that only connects traitors from the past.

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It is also possible that I saw Hongmei online before, but he didn’t speak in the internal or external groups, so it might be like that. It’s probably a traitor’s den. And it’s quite funny, Xu Bogu escaped before, and they called Xu Bogu an idiot, but recently Xu Bogu came back, and they didn’t say anything. (He was offline for a while doing some research and indulging in pleasure, so I didn’t find out what happened in the meantime.)

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What is your code name inside? Was it you who was crazy calling yourself “Wunong is me, Hongqing is me”? Why did you post this?

It started as “Qingsong,” but later, when I went to Liuxingbao to find fun and curse, I got into trouble and then deactivated the account. About a month ago, I created a new account called Pòliàn. That person is me. The reason is the same as when I replied to flame, causing trouble for Hongqing. It’s still this kind of behavior.

I feel like it’s too brief. Also, when Han Yue and Yuan Shan were arguing, didn’t they reveal that they are members of the Mao-Lenin-Maoist (Buzhan) group? How come in this self-introduction, Han Yue has become someone who continues to reform the society?

That distant mountain is another person from the Continuing Correction Society. As for why we forged the large group (the Buzhan), it was for a more despicable purpose. At the time, we wanted to make you think it wasn’t us (the Continuing Correction Society) causing the disruption, but rather to direct your blame towards the large group, so we forged that chat. The conversation content was based on an experience disclosed by someone who left the large group.

The methods of the Continue Correction Society are too despicable. Did you all plan this? I have chat records provided by the community. When your Han Yue identity was exposed, the members of the Continue Correction Society still pretended not to know, claiming you are not one of them. Can you explain in detail?

Who is that person? And why did it take so long to reply? I see you come online from time to time, but you don’t reply.

Sometimes I just go online to read articles. Recently, my family has been watching me closely, so I don’t want to reveal that I’m browsing forums. Therefore, I go online when my family is not around.

Yes, it’s just that one person inside knows someone who ran out of the big group, and they agreed to create a commotion. They are indeed very mischievous; if exposed, they would say it’s not their people. When I was fixing the guild before, I heard about their leader Hongmei and how she was, it seems she was excessively licentious and kicked out all the original members of that organization when she ran away from another group.

Did you go crazy and argue with a leftist circle member who seemed to come from a large group? How long did you participate in the Marx-Lenin-Mao group, what did you do, and how did you leave? Also, you even said you came from a family with official and capital backgrounds—what’s the story behind that?

I am not part of the Mao-Lie-Mao large group, but because I continue to correct the society and oppose the Mao-Lie-Mao large group, I disguised it as a large group with two aspects: one, people disguising it as a large group are having fun; two, to make you direct your anger at the large group rather than continue to correct the society. The official capital is fake, truly, my real identity is the self-introduction of “Han Yue,” because the self-introduction I wrote contains some real materials, so I concealed my experience in the continuation of the correction activities. That MR is the continuation of the correction.

To be honest, what you said still makes people feel very distrustful, including your previous use of forum policies to fight for yourself, but after the alias Han Yue was exposed, you created multiple accounts to infiltrate. What were you thinking when you did these things? Have your actions been guided or instructed by the continuing revisionist traitors? Do you usually leak some internal information you see over there? If you leaked, what did you leak? You even sent the reading club links, and probably sent other things as well.

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At that time, I was thinking more along the lines of utilitarianism, meaning I would use what was useful to me, such as reading forum articles and other things. But the destructive aspect still existed — a dual attitude. Recently, I’ve been indulging a lot, and my language hasn’t been very clear. I hope you understand. My actions were not really guided or instructed; I just did what I did, and they cheered inside the group. The most recent instance was directly posted in their external group. Previously, I posted inside the group because I was worried you might cause trouble in the Jixiu group. But later, seeing that you didn’t use XMPP much, I just posted in the external group, feeling that it wouldn’t matter anyway.

Including my previous chat records with Flame. I even said in the internal group: “Maybe Flame has gone to other countries,” “More adventurous than Bolsheviks,” and other nonsense.

And moreover, before you were exposed on the forum, you actually hadn’t done many good deeds. I remember you often carried a flaunting attitude, talking about matcha and how much your pen cost or similar topics. In short, these are topics that have little to do with proletarian life. You also frequently ask meaningless questions, such as various Cultural Revolution secrets, and show little interest in Marxist theory itself. I’m not quite sure why you chose to leave the Continuing Revolution Society and then come back; I feel that your motives are not sufficiently explained.

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